me..myself..and i

My LoVe...

2006-08-23T02:58:00.000-07:00

i was scared of cats but neena change it.. tigger i miss u.. isnt he so cute....

come back tigger...all of us miss u so much...

2006-08-20T17:00:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum to everyone...
firstly,i would like to make a promise..to myself and to whoever is reading my blog...i am never ever going to fall in love again... too heartbroken to tell u the truth.. now, i am leaving it to my parents...what is good for them is good for me... never ever falling in love again... it hurts too much... i dun have the strength...
oh ya... my parents have decided to go haj... insyaallah... aku tak tahu kalau i am mentally prepared to shooulder the responsibility...

heiya

2006-08-10T23:03:00.000-07:00

hei peepz...
im back at werk... well today rabak ah... my admin and my principal on leave... had to cover her class and tk over admin duties...bt everyting ok... hazwan was reli testing my patience just now but alhamdullillah...okla... ape lg nk ckp eh... oh ya... my class da start... da ade assignment pun... penat nye... ape nk bt....nasib badan....
oh ya... dlm kehidupan ini.. dua benda yang kita harus hadapi... kematian dan cinta.. dan jika kite bersedia untuk hadapi keduanya... kita tlh brsedia menghadapi kehidupan...

more pictures!!!

2006-08-04T02:49:00.000-07:00

my lovely and dearest children..u light my life..

2006-07-24T01:57:00.000-07:00

tired

2006-06-21T23:29:00.000-07:00

hei people...
dah lame gitu tk blog ehh... ape nk buat...bz slalu... well... a lot of things happen... cume i tk tahu where to start.. i went to port dickson... its so fun... macam tk nk balik gitu... hehe... but i have to... have to fulfill a lot of things here... ceh... well... been bz with class and werk... im enjoying myself cume tired ah... tapi tkpe...
im happie that adli kept his promise... smoke three cigarettes a day... now i have to ask him to go for the xray... im worried for him... really do... haiz....

so tired...

2006-06-14T21:04:00.000-07:00

hei peepz...
well it has been days since i update my blog.. too tired and so stress... believe it...everyday after werk, i go for class...den go hm sleep...wakwe up go werk, go hm, sleep...haiz...wat to do... nak belajar sangat kan... everything da macam routine... no time for myself...then assignment berlambak... haiz...
then...yesterday, i was in class... then my hp ring... it was from adli.. we spoke for a while... he called me princess... and he sounded so sick... but i have to put my hp down... then i msg him...and he told me die pat clinic... suspected lung puctured...kat situ, tuhan ajela tau... bayangkanla... empat athun seh berkawan... im really worried about him...anybody yang tahu ape2 pasal punctured lungs pls tell me...haiz...

2006-06-11T21:20:00.000-07:00

hei... backkk...nibody miss me? hehe... well... it has been two days since i post stg...hehe...
lets see wat happened on sat... ok.. i went to a birthday party in wdlds...she was my neighbour...haha... she just turned two...she is so cute...lau blh, nk cubit2 pipi die.... hehe... lepas tu, i pegi bukit panjang plaza... biasa la... tengok anugerah skrin... i got to watch a street soccer match... hehe...fun...and i won in a game...but nt street soccer.. its a colour mixing game... hehe...but i miss sumone... well, i gez he is very bz..
sunday? let me see... i went to mustafa ctr... siak ah it was so damn crowded...macam nak pengsan...ramai sangat ah orang... pak kal my sis nk beli dvd writer kalau tak tak sanggup aku nak pegi sane.... tenggelam ku... btw, i had my hair cut... damn short... hehe.... stress...
i miss u prince..reli do... pls msg me

2006-06-08T22:32:00.000-07:00

hei everyone..
its a new day again... well... i dunno wat else i want to write.. abt my feelings...u guys should know already... im feeling down...reli down... smile to others bt im hurt inside... hurt... i tried to giggle...tried to laugh... i succeeded... but, its all fake...
guess i have to start finding myself again... have to look for myself... im missing sumone reli truly but maybe he doesnt feel the same way anymr... kalau orang tak nak, tak kan kita nak paksa kan... sudah takdir... :(

2006-06-06T17:55:00.000-07:00

hei peepz.. i just have to write in...im feeling sad, mad and wateva feelings there is in this world.. i just dunno la... maybe im just confuse...
remember my first post? i said i received two unknown sms... rite? i gt it again last nite... and i remember who that idiot is.. it breaks my heart.. reli it does... bc of him, my name is a bad one at the traffic police ubi... well my ex was from ther... i dunno y we broke up... and today i realise i do... its bc of this stupid idiotic moron guy... dia pergi ckap kat semua orang yang me pernah keluar with him...he said too many things bt some things tak payah la hana cakap... sakitkan hati je... well... my ex believed him... dats how little trust he had for me... when he knew i love him... its just like dat... we strayed away bc of this.. to him and his frens, im not that kind of gal... u shd have known... it hurts bila diri difitnah.. i still miss him now and then but, im getting over it... i just hope that he knows im not like that...even if w are not meant to be together...

to adli, i know im evil...laughing at you when you were feeling scared and everything... im sorrie...i just needed to laugh and you were there.thanks adli for being there for me wen i just need to talk to sumone...frenz forever.... :)

to my prince, there are lots to say but i dunno where to start...i reli dun... i dun hv the strength to lose pple close to me... i dun...i may quarrel with you and all but half the time, i dun mean wat i said... im an idiot la... i dun even noe myself so hw can i expect you to know me... i know you called yesterday... i know i kept quiet yesterday... i wantd it to be that way.. i typed a msg and deleted it off... i dun want to distract you.. your future is in your study...dun worie abt me, im fine...

2006-06-05T19:49:00.000-07:00

Hei peepz... im back again...haha...
im so sian...just imagine... i woke up in the morning and hear my mom shouting... spoilt my mood... just know that my cousin getting engage soon... dats more sian... haiz... i hate the day... but then when i thought of my conversation with my prince yesterday, it makes my day... for a change, we didnt quarrel...haha... if onli he is here with me... the weather is so cold...hmm... oops...
well,to my prince, good luk for upcoming tests and assignment ...speaking of which, i have not startde to do mine...uh oh.... but...its ok...smile... get well soon....
gotta go...i actually have a student now...haha...hana...hana...
bye...muakz....

2006-06-05T00:59:00.000-07:00

miss you...

2006-06-05T00:30:00.000-07:00

well..how shd i start..shd i start introducing myself...but nvr mindla...watever..
hmm... yesterday was weird... i jus got back from pasir ris having fun w my cousins and all...just gt back and just wanted to chill out... wen i gt a msg...i was so d hapie...bc i was waitg for sumone... but its nt him...but i read it all d same...
here it goes...
first msg...hei, i received yr business card..dunno who sent...im khalid...can igt to noe u?
(it was creepy)
second msg..... hei hana, long time never hear from you...hw have ou been?iz wondering how r u?r u still mad at me?
(i dint reply)
third msg.... it fr my prince...
dis i reply cos i miss him...i love to argue with him but i went too much... i dunno wat im feeling for him..do i like him?do i miss him? i know my ans...i gt jealous..i gt pissed off with him... i do but at the end of the day, i miss him... he is so sweet... i did quarrel with him again just as im typing this.. i just know hes sick.. im sorry...for causing you hurt..i dun mean it...reli i dun mean to argue with you,prince...i just miss you